It's Then That I Miss You .... (Very Old Write)

This is a very old write… Written while I was a budding poetess… Back then while I was learning to write… Just read this after a really long time so thought of sharing… 

Its Then That I Miss You !!!
 
Tried real hard that these waves shouldn’t reach you,
But I fail miserably, so wanna tell you when I miss you…
 
When I cry over some pity issues these days,
And don’t find you to talk to and pamper me,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I go out with my friends for a movie,
And I don’t find you besides me holding my hand,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I sit at work idle even for few seconds,
And I just cant call you as I know you will be busy,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When in lonely nights I ask my dreams not to involve you,
But they are so very loyal to you what to do,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I get ready all set to face this world,
And you aren’t around to tell me how beautiful I look,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I walk in malls with my friends,
And remember the times we spent together,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I wear the attire you gifted me,
And people around compliment me that I look good,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I try to sleep all night, real hard,
And I know that you too are awake somewhere far away,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When something happens that makes me so very happy,
And I so wanna share everything with you but cant find you,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I know you are in pain but you need your space,
And I cant be there 4u and tell you everything will be just fine,
Its then that I miss you…
 
When I pray each day for you, asking God to be with you,
But cant talk to you to just see if you are fine,
Its then that I miss you…

I fail to think of a single moment when I don’t miss you…

 
_______________________________________Rashmi (09-May-2006)